whatever i do, is wrong...
i come home late because even if i'm in school till late is also wrong
i try to compromise everything, anything but that is still wrong

i love to get the best out of both worlds
i try very hard to make everyone smile, but what i get is directly the opposite from the results that i wanted
i tried until i gave up crying, because i know i cant cry anymore
but now i know, i cant have both worlds, because i cant even have one now

maybe i'm thinking too much
im very lost
i don't want to be upset, because i am the one who can put a smile on the people in two of my very own world because i can do it, but it doesnt seem to work anymore

for everything that you feel angry/upset/pissed/sad about,im very sorry, because i know, i have tried to my very best of abilities already for everything and its not to anybody's liking, including me

i know you are not feeling very good about it, but i too, am not feeling very good too =(

The seven things I like about you
1.) you are adorable (i didnt say you are cute because you are pretty =))
2.) i like it when you sa-jiao to me
3.) when you look at me innocently with your big eyes
4.) your fun personality in you
5.) you are out-going
6.) you care most about me
7.) i like the most that you do
You make me love you

love you TRUCKLOADS (times) infinite

27th june 2008

it was a happy day, till some one jynxed it, like a spell, or rather a curse..

girlf had hit a rough patch ytd, and being her boyf, i couldn't bear to see her like that.. i planned to accompany her all the way till she reached home, but in the midst, we had a small quarrel and as always, (this will be like magic) we always part with a HAPPY NOTE and i know this is god-sent.. teehee XD

yesterday was history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift, thats why we call it the present..
girlf stay happy, always and put a smile on your face and never let it fade, because i am always there for you

 HELLO! :D
im yanyu.
i love yeejia.
yay. =DD

i remembering you asking me, if one day, my mum and you were drowning in the sea. who would i save first?

i will tell you my answer now...

i would save my mum first, because she still has my dad, then

i would jump in

because i want be with you <333

you asked me whether i was jealous after saying all that stuff that you said, i said that i wasn't, but i know you won't believe me because you know me too well, infact, more than anyone in this whole wide world... and hope im not being selfish, because i want to keep it that way

but dont worry, i gave you my word.. i would rather you hurt my feelings, than not saying anything about it and lie to me =(.. i dont want you to lie, thats all i ask for

i have emotions too =(

In my heart theres only you
Please believe my love for you is true
I only have eyes for you
My brows are drawn for you
Never have I done it for him before ( do you remember? )

im sorry for being an insensitive loser
                                                                 for not being in your shoe
                                                                 for the things i have done and didn't do

its all my fault, and you can put the blame on me 

i hadn't hear from girlfriend all day (maybe she doesn't want to disturb my study)
i couldn't contact girlfriend..
girlfriend didn't reply me
i couldn't get through girlfriend phone
please god, send me some answers..
till then, i'm waiting patiently till i hear from miss.cheo
-prays-
then again, i hope i'm thinking too much
and that miss.cheo is fine =)

i found true love, because when the feeling is there, you easily bet on your last dollar and know, yes, the feeling is here...

-true love is the person whom you will trust with your whole heart, even if its just a minor joke or a lie, you will still believe because you trust her.. then the next thing you know it, she says shes joking only

the frown on your face, immediately turns to a smile.. and you will go "dont you ever do this again"

-when you sulk and turn sad, she will be the first person to notice it asap.. she will turn to you and ask you "whats wrong, tell me".. you dont want to tell her, because you fear she will feel sad too..

then she turns to her phone and the next thing you know, your handphone rang.. its a "dont be sad" message.. that fake smile on your face turns into a bright smile and you will smile to everyone, and especially to her and she too, will be happy

-when she is sad, you will be the first to go up to her and lend her your shoulder.. she say she doesn't want it, but actually, in actual fact, she will be saying thank you at the bottom of her heart

she looks up to you in the eyes with tears rolling down her cheek, you do some "magical" stuff like you always do, and at the end of the day, you can put a smile on her face again, like you always do, and she is thankful for that

and that you person, is ME

i still remember what i said, "if you are ever feeling tired and sad, my shoulder is always there for you"
i used to say me and you, now its us, now its we <333


“我不是一个好情人， 也不会是个好男人“